For The Girls By The Drained Pool

By: Ryan Rader

“As for measure and other technical apparatus, that’s just common sense: if you’re going to buy a pair of pants you want them to be tight enough so everyone will go to bed with you” -Frank O’Hara

I wore those pants in the snow,
My treaded boots displacing powder

like dust in the expanding universe,
Ankles kept safe in white socks,

the weather speaking in waves.
I remember six distinct summers

of you, the wild dancers,
Punk-hipster art-fag fashion-

-istas, mosh-pit, kickflipping
crowd-surfing social butterflies.

We may swap peeks from laces up
to a cuffed leg and nod politely

in certain social situations, bus
stations, venues, dives, but I am

a fraud, an observer in your clothing,
Know me as the inventor of nothing,

willingly assimilated by my subjects,
and in my mind a skateboarder pauses

in the air and I envy the fearless,
with molecules so slow they stop

time. Tight denim and duct-taped shoes
hovering over waxed rotating splinters,

wheels buzzing the mouths of
the girls on the lip of the pool,

their legs dangling into echoes,
flipping their hair in a chorus.

 

 

Ryan J. Rader, at age eight, told a group of fellow children that Santa Claus was not real, and was subsequently grounded by his parents. He has been unable to tell the truth ever since.